October 2011
Crush vs. Like
Crush is just a cute word for lust. It’s based on looks, and you can crush on someone once you’ve seen them/ met them. Really innocent and pretty safe.
Like is when you’ve actually talked to them, and started developing feelings for them. You started to get to really know them, and you start liking them. Not really safe, can fall in love.
Well I screwed up last night. shouldnt i not matter much to them anymore because they have a new child?
i just feel soooo sorrry. they tell me to mention something in advance and when that day comes, they purposely forget and just move on to their night out.
The entire night i was still figuring out what their answer is, they just stared at me and continued talking to their friends. that pisses me off soo much it’s like they have nothing to do with any of my own night’s out. They dont approve of me going out and having fun. I am an adult now, i do know my boundaries and i’ve gained sooo much out of their habits i feel as if im a 30 year old in an 18 year old body. It bothered me sooo much last night that i literally sat their eating my chicken and ranch quesadilla preventing myself from saying anything, negative.
they’re used to my being there, always.
i just havent seen him in months.
should i let it bother me even when i love them also and understand all their opinions about my safety or just leave it as it is?
Being an embarrassing motherfucker in public. →
goo.gl
This is me fosho ahaha! And Not a Single Fuck was give that day!
I wish ):Getting texts that say “snuggle later?” are my favorite.
